My Secret Kinks I Explore With My Lover

What secretly gets me going! Don’t you want to know?

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Since I’ve been cheating, I’ve explored my sexuality.

I’ve explored light BDSM, role-play, sharing fantasies, sex clubs, public sex, and dom/sub deviant. And then my favorite: praise kink.

“Be a good girl.”
“You suck my dick so well.”
“I love being your slut.”

Being affirmed for my sexiness is an entirely novel experience. I didn’t have any of that at home. Not one bit. My husband would actively criticize any of my “slutty” behaviors.

“I can’t believe you still want more. What is up with you?” he’d mutter.
“I didn’t cum! Of course, I’m still horny!”
“Well, take care of yourself. I’m done,” he’d respond.

I’d masturbate to meet at least part of my sexual needs. He’d want me to hide under a blanket. And I would because I was ashamed.

Instead, with my lover, I’d relish in my deviance.

“I love being a sexy slut for you.”
“Use my body!”
“You are my good bad boy.”