You captured your ambivalence so well here.

We went into my room. I couldn’t have intercourse. I just couldn’t. I was so mixed about getting involved with him. I so knew it would bring me nothing but guilt and pain. But I was so empty, and he was so hot on me. I couldn’t let it pass. I didn’t have the strength or the will to do the right thing. And he was in my apartment. It was time to follow through. These are the things that raced through my mind. At some point, coming up in the elevator, probably, the threshold had been crossed and conquered. Now, it was simply a matter of negotiating, largely non-verbally, the rules of the affair.
At some point, coming up in the elevator, probably, the threshold had been crossed and conquered.
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Coco Densmore
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Jun 21, 2024
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You captured your ambivalence so well here. I could feel your inner wheels turning in this piece. You have a knack for exposing your deepest self to the reader. It's very brave.
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